Snake/Bats/turtle anyone?

I moved to Borneo beginning of the year just to be with JK. It that's is not LOVE I don't know what it is! So far I've eaten:
1. Bats - pretty hard to eat.
2. wild pigs - taste like normal pork.
3. Turtle - uhmm poor little thing.
4. Squirrels - i don't like.
5. Snakes - ok!
It's kinda weird for me but most of the time I didn't know what I was really eating. If I asked JK, he'd just say it's chicken or pork. I swear...snake when it is cooked with sauce and ginger and so on, it tastes just like chicken! But when I knew that it was a python, I almost puke in my plate! That was so repulsive and disgusting... I hate snakes! Just picture it alive in front of you in the plate!!! -OMG- Those jungle people! JK just wanted me to try ou these local delicacies. That will be the first and the last time for me. Honestly, hmm no thanks.

Blogs and Life.

Whenever I read blogs from other bloggers, I just can't compare my life with others and you know what? It looks that my life is pretty unexciting. Tell you the truth: What else ever happen in Kuching? It's everytime the same people around, and same places. Things were way different in KL. I had so much friends and fun.
It's been over a year since I'm living with my boyfriend. Being gay doesn't help at all. I'm out to my in-laws only. It's pretty frustrating. I don't really have any friends in Kuching except from my uni mates. JK, my boyfriend is adorable. Can't be even more lucky. But I'm starting to feel depressed. JK has his own friends. Pretty close but he is not out to them. Everything is under tight seal and talking about it, is a NO-NO. He is the most straight fucking gay I've ever seen. But when we are back home that's different. He'll put himself at ease and even watch America's Next Top Model or Project Runway and Desperate Housewives! Hey that's because I forced him to watch. Hehe... He needs some culture. But since I force him to watch my favorite shows, I'm also forced to watch tennis and any shows relating to cars. That's his hobbies. Gosh...sometimes it's just a pain in the arse!

About Love

"You are you and I am me. You do your thing and I'll do mine, and if we end up together in the end, then it's beautiful."

I fell in love with a straight guy! I was such in awe with him...Cute, smart, great sense of humor and an animal lover...B. was the guy of my dreams. Though a few years younger than me, he was mature and very much a close friend of mine. I came to know B. through his brother K., K. and I were doing our degree together and eventually introduced us. We bonded quite fast..Always had a blast in the pasties with him but alas, he was attached to a total beotch...that girl was fierce! Never mess with her...haha. But very pretty though. B. and his girlfriend were dating for like 2 years and I never came out to him. Its not that easy trying to tell the guy I had a crush on him.

Beotch, B., and Me at a party

Well one day, taking all the courage I finally told him that I was gay and that I like him..he was shocked I guess but quite ok with it at first. Then he began to distance himself from me and try to avoid me..that is when I went up to him and asked him what was wrong. He told me that he told his girlfriend and that the beotch told him to stay away from me...what’s wrong with her? If he’s ok having me as a friend, where your problem???

Anyway I guess also, he was on the verge of getting engaged..so maybe that’s why..i’ve lost contact with him and moved to Miri to do my masters..totally sucks..

Single again and looking! wait up...I met a guy named JK...looking good..spent a day at the movies with him yesterday and well all seems to be doing ok...until then...

See ya...