Wednesday, October 11, 2006

About Love

"You are you and I am me. You do your thing and I'll do mine, and if we end up together in the end, then it's beautiful."

I fell in love with a straight guy! I was such in awe with him...Cute, smart, great sense of humor and an animal lover...B. was the guy of my dreams. Though a few years younger than me, he was mature and very much a close friend of mine. I came to know B. through his brother K., K. and I were doing our degree together and eventually introduced us. We bonded quite fast..Always had a blast in the pasties with him but alas, he was attached to a total beotch...that girl was fierce! Never mess with her...haha. But very pretty though. B. and his girlfriend were dating for like 2 years and I never came out to him. Its not that easy trying to tell the guy I had a crush on him.

Beotch, B., and Me at a party

Well one day, taking all the courage I finally told him that I was gay and that I like him..he was shocked I guess but quite ok with it at first. Then he began to distance himself from me and try to avoid me..that is when I went up to him and asked him what was wrong. He told me that he told his girlfriend and that the beotch told him to stay away from me...what’s wrong with her? If he’s ok having me as a friend, where your problem???



Anyway I guess also, he was on the verge of getting engaged..so maybe that’s why..i’ve lost contact with him and moved to Miri to do my masters..totally sucks..

Single again and looking! wait up...I met a guy named JK...looking good..spent a day at the movies with him yesterday and well all seems to be doing ok...until then...

See ya...




1 comment:

Anonymous said...

this will never happen dumbo! wake up!