Whenever I read blogs from other bloggers, I just can't compare my life with others and you know what? It looks that my life is pretty unexciting. Tell you the truth: What else ever happen in Kuching? It's everytime the same people around, and same places. Things were way different in KL. I had so much friends and fun.
It's been over a year since I'm living with my boyfriend. Being gay doesn't help at all. I'm out to my in-laws only. It's pretty frustrating. I don't really have any friends in Kuching except from my uni mates. JK, my boyfriend is adorable. Can't be even more lucky. But I'm starting to feel depressed. JK has his own friends. Pretty close but he is not out to them. Everything is under tight seal and talking about it, is a NO-NO. He is the most straight fucking gay I've ever seen. But when we are back home that's different. He'll put himself at ease and even watch America's Next Top Model or Project Runway and Desperate Housewives! Hey that's because I forced him to watch. Hehe... He needs some culture. But since I force him to watch my favorite shows, I'm also forced to watch tennis and any shows relating to cars. That's his hobbies. Gosh...sometimes it's just a pain in the arse!
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You're living with someone who's not meant for you... or so it seems to me. It doesn't matter if you're gay or lesbo or bi or st8... it always got to be a 2-way thing. I was like you, i had someone i held on to, things didn't turn up good, time dragged us too far until one day i made the best decision ever: i walked out. loneliness is painful, but it's still better than living in denial. if somebody doesn't love you, then you love probably belongs to someone else. go find him.
BEE
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