So Far...

I've read a lot of books and still reading. My bookshelf is full of dusty books. I think after my exams I'm going to do a bit of cleaning. Books always keep me company. These are just a few that I can remember so far:

1. CSI [crime scene investigation] by Max Allan Collins
2. Comptesse de segur
3. Sydney Sheldon - I have the whole collection back in KL
4. Danielle Steel - I have the whole collection back in KL
5. Nicholas Spark
6. Christopher Pike - I have the whole collection back in KL
7. Dan Brown - Read all of them - Deception point was my favourite.
8. Wide Sargasso Sea by Jean Rhys
9. The guide by Narayan
10. Vipere au Poing by Hervé Bazin
11. Harry Potter by Jk Rowlings
12. Cuisine Sanglante by Minette Walters
13. The power of positive thinking by Norman Vincent Peale
14. The Rule of Four by Ian Caldwell & Dustin Thomason
15. The Devil Wears Prada - Lauren Weisberger
16. The deerslayer by James Fenimore Cooper
17. Animal farm by George Orwell
18. Mill on the Floss by George Eliott
19 Tartuffe by Moliere
20. Un Sac De Bille
21. Chance by Joseph Conrad
22. Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
23. William Shakespeare

I don't know how many times I've canceled dates and nights out with friends just to finish my books. I'm always walking around in Popular, MPH, and Borders looking for interesting reads.



Quote of the day:

“Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option”

Way to go

Exam was ok. I'm kinda confident that I'll score max marks in that paper. So back to JK, although he usually buys the TOTO, I think he spends too much on these bets! Sometimes up to RM300 just to play TOTO! That's a lot for me. I have no idea why he plays these lucky draws. Anyway, after yesterday's argument I stopped bothering him with all my questions. RM8000! I want a new laptop...hehe my actual IBM laptop is on the verge of dying! Considering an Apple MacBook Pro. But hey I don't have the money! Guess I'll have to stay with my old and faithful IBM until the end...and stop dreaming. Thinking of how to get back my money...

1) Impossile to ask the parents
2) JK is out of the picture as well
3) My current part time job pay is only RM600. That's not even enough for me to live...haha
4) Thinking of leading a double life: cute college guy daytime / fast and furious street car racer at night! That's pretty exciting...and i get to race with hunky guys but JK wouldn't approve.-Sigh-



Have to go back to my books for the Law paper on Friday. 3 more exams to go before the semester break. I can't wait to go back to KL...meet my old friends.

Back to work!

Gambling/Money: The Root of All Evil

Tomorrow, I’ll have my first exam but hey I’m not nervous at all. I know I will be able to score good marks in this paper. But after this, my nightmare will come true. Law paper…oh totally freaks me out! However after my revision session today, JK picked me up and he was acting rather weird. I kept talking to him but he didn’t reply any of my questions. I guessed he was in a bad mood; which he was when he later on told me. He needed money. I learnt a side of him that I didn’t know before. He’s been gambling and he owes RM8000. I don’t know on what he bet or gambled because he didn’t want to tell me. But WTF! OMG! He knew that I have half or the money and asked me if I could withdraw the money for him. “Sure…whatever it takes! But I hope it’s the last time!”

So we went to the bank and I withdrew RM4500 from my account! After that I’m completely broke. No money…. I’m totally depending on him to live now. How about Christmas and New Year and I was supposed to go back to KL and buy presents for my brother and little cousins. I don’t want to disappoint them.

Angry/Un-fucking-Believable!

There’s this new guy in JK’s life now! Oh god, it’s not that I’m jealous but I feel that I’m like invisible man. Whenever JK is with his straight friends, he totally ignores me. This guy is just an acquaintance he met on one particular day and the next day they were like the bestest friends ever! His name is Justin and he is in the same uni as me. It’s like I’m being spied on. I need my own space. He such a pain in the arse! I don’t like him. He always go around with JK and follow him like a lil’ dog. The way Justin and his friends sometimes talk to me is very rude and I feel offended by those comments. JK always laughs and seems like he is having the best time ever. I'm more close to his other friends Charles and Fiona (yeah they are a happy couple) JK, Charles and me were having lunch together when Justin came. Oh God! Why does he have to be there? Charles had to go back to work and I had to come to uni as well. JK didn’t look like he wanted to bring back so Charles proposed to bring me to uni on his way back to work. I was a bit surprised and at the same time pissed off and angry that my dear bf didn’t want to bring me back to uni. I don’t know what they did or where they went. I’m going to see them again later on… so what’s next?