Love's An Electric Storm

Fighting for no reward
Cold in the rain I'm tossing and turning your words ever burning my heart
Love's an electric storm of pleasure and pain where thunder and lightening are crashing And
Striking us down

Two people shipwrecked
Stranded alone
Praying for dry land to save our souls
Hurricane season just knocked us down
Emotional suicides running the ground

I won't give up never never
I won't be struck by the weather
Hold on when the wind's so strong
Tell me how can we find our way home in love's electric storm

Feels like our last chance to get out alive
Will we survive this treachous night
Predators waiting circling around
Sky full of fireworks burn without sound

I won't give up never never
I won't be struck by the weather
Hold on when the wind's so strong
Tell me how can we find our way home in loves electric storm

Have we never been stronger?
Have we never been tighter?
But we're close to the wire again
Have we never been safer?

Fighting for no reward
Cold in the rain I'm tossing and turning your words ever burning my heart
Love's an electric storm of pleasure and pain where thunder and lightening are crashing And
Striking us down

JK...I'll never give up...I still love you...

Relationships

What can i say about our relationship? Trust, love, sex and understanding?? I think that all of these were kinda missing during the past few months, making me feel neglected and as if being invisible to his eyes. I do admit that i'm not the perfect boyfriend at times but i always try to understand what's going on in JK's mind. Was it that i never paid enough attention to his needs? Or never give enough affection? Always keeping things to his own self. How should i know what's happening? I'm not Jean Grey neither Superman from planet Krypton!

JK has been gambling again and i didn't know about it. Spending an atrocious amount of RM1000 every week! I just couldn't believe it! He started to act strangely and we did fight over money matters. He would never listen to what i had to say. He'd be going out with his friends and i'll be at home waiting until he gets back. Desperate husband!! Well not until recently that i got tired of that life. I'm really not demanding, i just wanna feel loved...

Rise From Deep Under

I've totally neglected this blog for a few months! Well many many things happened during these past few months. But the most significant one is that JK and I broke up! Yeah...over simple and ridiculous matters...
Starting all over again...